Her days begins and ends usually like this not until she met him. She have known him for a while, and she’s knowing him more everyday. Her heart opened once more. Her mind became more confused than it was. She cannot sleep. She feels anxious whenever he’s around but I bet she won’t let anybody know. She gets clumsy when she hears his name. She finds herself browsing him on social media everyday as if it was a vice. A deadly vice. Suddenly, all the songs she sings are all about him. Her day is complete once she steal a glance from him. She started to think about him a lot more than she should. Suddenly, his scent became familiar to her. She tried to resist it but no luck, she knew she’ll be stuck with this for a while.
There’s this place that she would always drive. Whenever she’s there, there is nothing in her mind except him. That’s her favorite place. That is where she is free. Free from everything that weighs her down. It’s like a disease that she cannot be immune with. It’s like a vice that she get addicted with. It’s like a bad habit that she can’t let go. Of course, no one will ever know. Not even him. Why? Because it’s easier to be mean than to let him know how she feels. 🙂